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Saturday, 30 April 2016
THE KEY TO HAVING PEACE!
God’s Presence is The Key To Peace.
In fact when God’s presence is with you, there is peace in your quiet.
While living in Africa, Freddy, a boy that lived in a children’s home, struggled with not feeling loved. He had faced many challenges in rejection over the course of his 9 years of life, some of which, we didn’t even know about. Being new caretakers, we were unaware of everything that he had gone through, but by the way he acted, it wasn’t hard to sense, he wanted a deeper level of love and attention.
Once a week our team of missionaries had a movie night to connect and relax. We would try to get the kids to bed before we turned it on, so the kids didn’t feel left out. On a particular night, Freddy hopped out of bed, and probably hearing the movie, came to the door and gently knocked. Walking him to his room, I told him he needed to sleep so he would be ready for school in the morning.Freddy wasn’t having it, he kept insisting we didn’t love him and nothing we could do or say seemed to help. It wasn’t too long until Freddy came to the door again, but this time, yelling out, “You don’t love me! You don’t love me!!”
In short,I was aggitated, misunderstood and disappointed. Hearing these things from Freddy, the same kid I left the US to come and love, was tough. Freddy was frustrated too, and out of his insecurity, he began to say untrue things to get my attention, hoping to just hear the words, “I love you.”
The truth is, I’m just like Freddy, you’re just like Freddy. My need for love is so present, so deeply rooted that I’ll do almost anything to get it. When I need peace, I complain,I get frustrated and yes, I even yell at God on occasion, telling Him, “You don’t love me”, hoping that He will come chasing after me.
Freddy usually takes time to get to bed, and often he goes to bed upset. One night I asked him if I could sing to him before bed. About five minutes in, I felt such a sweet thick tangible peace in the room. It was so beautiful that in that moment I knew God was near and because of that, I wasn’t in a rush to get back to the movie. As I sang, words from God’s heart came out, and I wasn’t just singing anymore but was engaged in a beautiful conversation with God. Within 10 minutes Freddy was fast asleep, and what he had been so desiring, he got. I was caught off guard by God’s presence, and how He was in that room with Freddy and I. As I continued, I sang the words, “Come, Lord, help us” as I was singing I noticed, I didn’t say, “help Freddy”, but “help us”; right then I felt a deeper connection with this little boy. It wasn’t just Him needing peace, but me needing peace too! The ironic thing was that like so many times, I didn’t know what I needed until God gave it to me. God was showing me that this 6 year old boy and I are in it together. We didn’t know what we needed until we got it, God’s refreshing peace. When I walked out of Freddy’s room I was much calmer than normal, and I realized it was only God who could peacefully unify a yelling and frustrated child with a tired misunderstood, frustrated guardian.
God’s peace is always the medicine for our hurts and it comes through His presence.
What are your biggest needs? Where do you need peace in your quiet? Engage God and receive His priceless peace!
If you would like another great and FREE resource, I just wrote a book called “Women of Hope”. The book is free and it ships for free! Inside are 12 stories of Women living in Uganda who that have all gone through similar situations as Freddy, Me and You! Rejection, isolation, depression, being misunderstood, and battling sickness.
Find out how these women learned to have PEACE in the midst of life’s toughest challenges and how YOU CAN TOO!
Thursday, 28 April 2016
'Miracle money is the work of the devil,' says Prophet Chipanga
Mutare based popular musician who later became a prophet, Hosiah Chipanga of Messiah Apostolic Prophetically Inspired People's Institution (Mapipi) nhasi spoken on Prophet Angel's 'miracle money'.
Prophet Chipanga who recently claimed that he is going to be a greater prophet and attract a following higher than popular prophet Emmanuel Makandiwa's congregation, had reservations on 'miracle money'.
"I witnessed it on TV and began to wonder where the world is heading to. If it is real that people are receiving cash in their bank accounts and pockets, that means the word of God written in the Holy Bible is being fulfilled that in the end the devil will deceive many and lead them astray. The devil can not deceive by going far away from the truth but the dividing line is thin where it is written money is the source of all evil.
"In order to lead people astray something next to truth must be machined to lure many to get lost and this is one of the devices being used. We were born to sweat, if money which is making us suffer day in day out is now easily found in bank accounts without sweating then truly we must discern that it is a spirit of the devil doing that.
I am not claiming to be holy but as one of the preachers of the Word we were taught in the bible to cling to the truth.
"Moses changed a stick to a snake in the desert and sangomas did the same so there is nothing holier in these prophets by doing such miracles for it does not save us from the wrath of God. God can not print or allow money into our bank accounts or pockets going against his word that man would sweat to live. I am also going to perform miracles only in line with grace given by God. Satan is sensing defeat from the truth being preached so he is raising many in a way of deceiving them," he said.
Prophet Chipanga was recently quoted as saying that he is waiting to be granted space and facilities by Mutare city council so as to begin performing miracles.
Saturday, 23 April 2016
Worship God Not Mary! Be Careful How You Honour Mary Because Worship Is Meant For God Alone – Ann Okafor
Why Do Roman Catholics Worship Mary More Than Jesus Christ – Ann Okafor
Worship God not Mary! Honour God but be careful how you honour Mary. She is a lucky woman to be chosen and prepared so every Christian call her a blessed woman but real Christians do not bow down/knee before her instead of God. Real Christians follow the words of Christ that worship is for God almighty alone.
Real Christians follow the word of God not to make images of anything in heaven nor earth for worship be use that would amount to idolatry. God knows the temptation of men not to worship him but the object in front of them.
So Catholics stop getting your foundations wrong. Structure your way of practicing the doctrine. God is the ultimate and comes first. You even go as far as having the Joseph club worshippers. Only Hindus, Buddhist, Arabians, Satanists etc use beads for worship. The history of that demonic practice goes far back in the early days of the world.
http://mdundo.com/a/19218
Come out of storage doctrines and influences. Keep away from incantational chants, they only invite demonic presence into your life. God revealed something to me through the eyes of a huge plastic Mary status a mother placed be living to protect her sleeping child. I saw the demon and its intentions in it and it wasn’t a vision I was expecting. Believe me, it is good to honour Mary but do not replace God almighty with her.
Jesus Christ is the one and only way to God almighty, that’s why he alone was found Worthy amongst the sobs of God to pay the price of your salvation by becoming man through the womb of a chosen virgin to carry the pregnancy.
Imagine Christ came in this modern times, how will you still worship when he would have still said ‘Worship belongs to God Almighty only’. We worship Christ be use he is the sob of God, one and same with the father and he is the blood that connects and links you to God. He was there when God created the word because he is the word of God.
There is so much I want to say but don’t want to sound imposing. Christianity isn’t about condemnation but correction, and it is not too late to mend our ways and follow the true scripture of Christ, the son of God, light of the world, the word of God.
Never bow before an image and reverence it in worship form not trance because no one has yet seen the face of God nor deserves worship besides God. Worshiping and honouring are two different things, throw away every idol and worship the true God from your hearts.
The ways of the church has long been corrupted since the Roman era when the Sabbath was moved to Sunday against the word of God, but the new testament and the mercy of God is upon all Christians regardless of their domination as long as they worship God in truth and in spirit, with pure hearts and not bow down to worship any other object, thing, spirit, nor being besides God almighty. In the name of Jesus Christ every demonic spirit bow down to God.
Pray for the spirit of discernment so you don’t corrupt your faith in the spirit of over zealousness. Insults, abuses and loud shouting does not change the truth no matter what. Hold your bible close, study it, don’t let any priest nor pastor limit your study of the word of God to a couple of passages.
When you take out time to dedicatedly study the whole word in private without demonic nor brainwashing influences, and listen to the spirit of God inside of you with sincerity, you will break away from whatever wrong path you innocently set on in the name of traditions and man made laws.
God bless us all and bring us all back to the path of truth. True Christians do not bear insults nor mockery towards other Christians, they try to bring the lost back to the right path with love. Let the spirit of God take control and speak through us as we open our mouth to respond to religion matter. God’s opinion is infinite and divine, ours…dust so let us be cautious with our utterance else we grief the spirit of God.
Salvation is personal and until you slay your Goliath of doubt and lambs to the slaughter doctrines, you might never break free. But on the last day Christ will call out his genuine disciples from every domination.
So let us worship God with a pure heart and be like Christ. No amount of chants can save a sinner from hell if he does with his sin. This is the devil’s strategy to still lead into hell.
Stand firm and wary of the devices of the devil.
Oh brothers and sisters let us turn from our sin and worship God the right way.
[A Message To Catholic Faithfuls By Ann Okafor]
7 Things to Remember About Sex
It’s no surprise that many husbands and wives think differently about sex. And these differences can easily become a source of conflict in marriage.
With that in mind, I want to suggest seven things men need to remember about sex and seven things wives need to keep in mind as well:
What husbands should remember about sex
1. Hollywood sex is made up. It’s a fantasy. The people in romantic scenes in movies are actors. Don’t try to measure your marital sex against what you see in a romantic film.
2. Sex is probably (but not necessarily) a lower priority for your wife than it is for you. Are you as committed to meeting her needs and desires as you’d like her to be with your desire for sex? Could you even name her top three relationship needs? Here is one of them ...
3. Your wife needs a safe and secure relationship. In order for her to engage in sex with heart and mind and body, she needs to know that you will be there for her, that you are committed to her, and that she is your one and only.
4. Your wife wants to have sex with a companion, not with someone who simply shares her mailing address. If you’re not spending time having fun together in all kinds of settings, she’s going to be less motivated to be with you sexually.
http://mdundo.com/a/19218
5. You don’t need to have an affair to be an unfaithful husband. Whether you look at pornography or at other women, the Bible makes it clear that any lust for a woman who is not your wife is adultery.
6. There is no secret formula to arousal. If you think you have found a secret formula, and you attempt to repeat the recipe, your wife will change the secret. Women don’t want to be figured out. They also don’t want to be manipulated.
7. Your wife is insecure about her physical beauty. She sees all the flaws. Watch what you say to her.
What wives should remember about sex
1. Sex is God’s idea. He created it and gave it as a good gift to husbands and wives in marriage. It is a key part of His plan for how we become one in marriage.
2. For most men, sex is a big deal—and it’s not because men are perverted or ungodly. God delights when a husband and wife enjoy marital intimacy.
3. How you respond to your husband when he initiates sex is critical. To be uninterested can communicate a lack of respect and honor for him. I’m not saying you need to say yes every time he initiates. But when you say no, explain why in a way that still affirms your desire for him.
4. Sex is a marital discipline. It’s a part of how we serve each other in marriage. It is wrong for a wife to use sex as a reward or a lack of sex as punishment. The Bible clearly teaches that husbands and wives are not to deprive each other in this area.
5. Men are visually oriented. No matter how you see yourself, he is stimulated by sight. Again, God is the One who made men with a desire to see women naked. And the only legitimate way for your husband to satisfy this God-given desire is for you to let him see you naked.
6. Men in romance novels and soap operas are made up. The strong, sensitive, caring men portrayed in most romance novels are fictional characters. No husband can live up to the near perfection an author presents.
7. Creativity is good. The Bible says that the marriage bed is undefiled. This means that a husband and wife have freedom to explore what brings them pleasure and enjoyment in the sexual arena of marriage. Neither of you should be pressured to do something you're uncomfortable with in the sexual relationship. But passion can be stirred by variety and creativity in the sexual relationship.
With that in mind, I want to suggest seven things men need to remember about sex and seven things wives need to keep in mind as well:
What husbands should remember about sex
1. Hollywood sex is made up. It’s a fantasy. The people in romantic scenes in movies are actors. Don’t try to measure your marital sex against what you see in a romantic film.
2. Sex is probably (but not necessarily) a lower priority for your wife than it is for you. Are you as committed to meeting her needs and desires as you’d like her to be with your desire for sex? Could you even name her top three relationship needs? Here is one of them ...
3. Your wife needs a safe and secure relationship. In order for her to engage in sex with heart and mind and body, she needs to know that you will be there for her, that you are committed to her, and that she is your one and only.
4. Your wife wants to have sex with a companion, not with someone who simply shares her mailing address. If you’re not spending time having fun together in all kinds of settings, she’s going to be less motivated to be with you sexually.
http://mdundo.com/a/19218
5. You don’t need to have an affair to be an unfaithful husband. Whether you look at pornography or at other women, the Bible makes it clear that any lust for a woman who is not your wife is adultery.
6. There is no secret formula to arousal. If you think you have found a secret formula, and you attempt to repeat the recipe, your wife will change the secret. Women don’t want to be figured out. They also don’t want to be manipulated.
7. Your wife is insecure about her physical beauty. She sees all the flaws. Watch what you say to her.
What wives should remember about sex
1. Sex is God’s idea. He created it and gave it as a good gift to husbands and wives in marriage. It is a key part of His plan for how we become one in marriage.
2. For most men, sex is a big deal—and it’s not because men are perverted or ungodly. God delights when a husband and wife enjoy marital intimacy.
3. How you respond to your husband when he initiates sex is critical. To be uninterested can communicate a lack of respect and honor for him. I’m not saying you need to say yes every time he initiates. But when you say no, explain why in a way that still affirms your desire for him.
4. Sex is a marital discipline. It’s a part of how we serve each other in marriage. It is wrong for a wife to use sex as a reward or a lack of sex as punishment. The Bible clearly teaches that husbands and wives are not to deprive each other in this area.
5. Men are visually oriented. No matter how you see yourself, he is stimulated by sight. Again, God is the One who made men with a desire to see women naked. And the only legitimate way for your husband to satisfy this God-given desire is for you to let him see you naked.
6. Men in romance novels and soap operas are made up. The strong, sensitive, caring men portrayed in most romance novels are fictional characters. No husband can live up to the near perfection an author presents.
7. Creativity is good. The Bible says that the marriage bed is undefiled. This means that a husband and wife have freedom to explore what brings them pleasure and enjoyment in the sexual arena of marriage. Neither of you should be pressured to do something you're uncomfortable with in the sexual relationship. But passion can be stirred by variety and creativity in the sexual relationship.
Tuesday, 19 April 2016
Top 10 Resolutions To Make Your Girlfriend Happy
If you're in a relationship and you want to make it work, it's worth putting some thought into the steps you could take to make life smoother for your partner — and, by extension, you. Here are the top 10 things you can work on to make your girlfriend happy:
1. Listen To Her
It's become a familiar cliche: Men don't listen, and there's not much that can be done about it. For 2016, why not give up the lazy stereotypes by practicing active listening. It's not particularly difficult: You ask her how she is or whether everything's OK, and then sit there with open ears while she answers you. Resist the impulse to try to immediately fix everything: Sometimes she just wants to be heard, and the simple act of listening and reassuring her that you care is enough.
2. Buy Her Thoughtful Gifts
If you trot out a variation on the same theme year after year, or worse, have resorted to getting your girlfriend gift certificates every birthday and Christmas, it might be time to pull your socks up in the gift department. In the weeks leading up to the event, pay attention to clues she may be giving you about things she’d love to receive, or try soliciting help from her friends, who might be able to offer a fresh perspective. Also, checking her Pinterest or Amazon Wishlist will almost certainly help you find a tailored and appreciated gift.
3. Make An Effort With Her Friends
The longer you've been with your girlfriend, the more important it is to make sure you're gelling with the other people in her life. You don't need to adopt her group of friends wholesale, but if you have petty grievances with any of her close friends, why not resolve to get over your differences. Doing so is bound to make life easier for your girlfriend, and it has the bonus effect of reducing the level of animosity in your life.
4. Show An Interest In Her Interests
If your girlfriend has a hobby or passion that you've always effectively ignored, boost her esteem by showing some interest in it. You don't necessarily have to take part yourself, but showing up to watch some of her soccer games or providing positive feedback about her blog will make her feel valued. Mutual respect is the glue of successful relationships, so if you've been acting as though her interests are trivial or incidental, it's time to start showing them some enthusiasm.
5. Take Your Grooming Up A Notch
Women show an overwhelming preference for men who are well-groomed . Make sure that your facial hair is tidy (or completely absent) and that your nails are clipped and clean, and why not consider adopting a fresh fragrance ?
6. Do Your Share Of The Housework
If you live with your girlfriend, it's important to make sure that you're doing your part to help keep your surroundings clean and liveable. Despite a general move towards gender egalitarianism within our society, research shows that women are still shouldering an unfair burden when it comes to housework . Some of the disparity can be put down to sexist ideas about who should be doing the housework, but there's also some research that suggests that men are simply slower to notice when things need tidying , which means that they tend to have a higher mess threshold than women. This dynamic can leave your partner feeling taken for granted, so try to take a proactive approach to cleaning to counter it, or simply ask more often whether there's anything you could do to help around the house.
7. Make Good Use Of Your Time Together
Once you're in a relationship it's easy to fall into a comfortable Netflix-and-takeout routine. It's fine to spend the odd weekend chilling entirely at home, but if it's a constant fixture you should aim to make better use of your precious free time together. There are bound to be restaurants, parks, cafes, clubs, bookstores, boutiques and markets you haven't yet visited in and around your city, so make an effort to start exploring them together in 2016.
8. Plan A Trip Together
There are very few people who don't appreciate a break from work and some time in the sunshine, and your girlfriend is probably no exception. Whether you can afford to take a whole week off work or just a long weekend, planning a getaway together will perk up your relationship without fail. Planning a holiday is often every bit as fun as the main event, so start sending each other screenshots of Jamaican beaches and discount airfares.
9. Change Up Your Bedroom Routine
If you've noticed your girlfriend’s enthusiasm for sex has recently waned, you might need to vary your usual routine. When it becomes clear that something needs to change, men often make the mistake of assuming that everything needs to be done harder, faster and for longer. Women often hate this . The key to pleasing your girlfriend is usually less about introducing wild new positions and props, and more to do with clear communication and a genuine interest in her pleasure. If you'd like a better sex life in 2016, ask her what she’d like you to do more of, and if you're game, start following through.
RELATED READING: 13 Things You Didn't Know Women Find Sexy
10. Consider The Level Of Commitment
You're reading an article on how to make your girlfriend happier, so it's clear that you value her and the relationship you have together. Assuming she feels the same, the ultimate way to make her smile might be to ramp up your level of commitment. Depending on how long you've been together, this could take many forms: It could mean buying a car or pet together, moving in with each other,
1. Listen To Her
It's become a familiar cliche: Men don't listen, and there's not much that can be done about it. For 2016, why not give up the lazy stereotypes by practicing active listening. It's not particularly difficult: You ask her how she is or whether everything's OK, and then sit there with open ears while she answers you. Resist the impulse to try to immediately fix everything: Sometimes she just wants to be heard, and the simple act of listening and reassuring her that you care is enough.
2. Buy Her Thoughtful Gifts
If you trot out a variation on the same theme year after year, or worse, have resorted to getting your girlfriend gift certificates every birthday and Christmas, it might be time to pull your socks up in the gift department. In the weeks leading up to the event, pay attention to clues she may be giving you about things she’d love to receive, or try soliciting help from her friends, who might be able to offer a fresh perspective. Also, checking her Pinterest or Amazon Wishlist will almost certainly help you find a tailored and appreciated gift.
3. Make An Effort With Her Friends
The longer you've been with your girlfriend, the more important it is to make sure you're gelling with the other people in her life. You don't need to adopt her group of friends wholesale, but if you have petty grievances with any of her close friends, why not resolve to get over your differences. Doing so is bound to make life easier for your girlfriend, and it has the bonus effect of reducing the level of animosity in your life.
4. Show An Interest In Her Interests
If your girlfriend has a hobby or passion that you've always effectively ignored, boost her esteem by showing some interest in it. You don't necessarily have to take part yourself, but showing up to watch some of her soccer games or providing positive feedback about her blog will make her feel valued. Mutual respect is the glue of successful relationships, so if you've been acting as though her interests are trivial or incidental, it's time to start showing them some enthusiasm.
5. Take Your Grooming Up A Notch
Women show an overwhelming preference for men who are well-groomed . Make sure that your facial hair is tidy (or completely absent) and that your nails are clipped and clean, and why not consider adopting a fresh fragrance ?
6. Do Your Share Of The Housework
If you live with your girlfriend, it's important to make sure that you're doing your part to help keep your surroundings clean and liveable. Despite a general move towards gender egalitarianism within our society, research shows that women are still shouldering an unfair burden when it comes to housework . Some of the disparity can be put down to sexist ideas about who should be doing the housework, but there's also some research that suggests that men are simply slower to notice when things need tidying , which means that they tend to have a higher mess threshold than women. This dynamic can leave your partner feeling taken for granted, so try to take a proactive approach to cleaning to counter it, or simply ask more often whether there's anything you could do to help around the house.
7. Make Good Use Of Your Time Together
Once you're in a relationship it's easy to fall into a comfortable Netflix-and-takeout routine. It's fine to spend the odd weekend chilling entirely at home, but if it's a constant fixture you should aim to make better use of your precious free time together. There are bound to be restaurants, parks, cafes, clubs, bookstores, boutiques and markets you haven't yet visited in and around your city, so make an effort to start exploring them together in 2016.
8. Plan A Trip Together
There are very few people who don't appreciate a break from work and some time in the sunshine, and your girlfriend is probably no exception. Whether you can afford to take a whole week off work or just a long weekend, planning a getaway together will perk up your relationship without fail. Planning a holiday is often every bit as fun as the main event, so start sending each other screenshots of Jamaican beaches and discount airfares.
9. Change Up Your Bedroom Routine
If you've noticed your girlfriend’s enthusiasm for sex has recently waned, you might need to vary your usual routine. When it becomes clear that something needs to change, men often make the mistake of assuming that everything needs to be done harder, faster and for longer. Women often hate this . The key to pleasing your girlfriend is usually less about introducing wild new positions and props, and more to do with clear communication and a genuine interest in her pleasure. If you'd like a better sex life in 2016, ask her what she’d like you to do more of, and if you're game, start following through.
RELATED READING: 13 Things You Didn't Know Women Find Sexy
10. Consider The Level Of Commitment
You're reading an article on how to make your girlfriend happier, so it's clear that you value her and the relationship you have together. Assuming she feels the same, the ultimate way to make her smile might be to ramp up your level of commitment. Depending on how long you've been together, this could take many forms: It could mean buying a car or pet together, moving in with each other,
Eddie Kay is back with weekend single

Its been about 2 years now since Eddie Kay released a song, many thought his music career sunk into the big deep. To him it was just a break so that he can concentrate on other things as there is more to this life than just going to a studio and rap.
The L-City Boy Music star has just teamed up with Mzuzu bred rapper Donadeezo to release a track titled weekend. The instrumental being produced by CliffD and the vocals done by fireman at topview media inc in Mzuzu.
The track talks about what happens during the weekend like clubbing, parties and more. Eddie wants to make a statement with this track showing the world of hiphop that he hasnt lost his musical powers. He hailed his friend Donadeezo for the nice feature given to him as he equally showed he has the skills to spit on any beat.
Asked on what his plans are Eddie Kay made it very clear that he wants to come back as a brand new star, he says he wants every song that he drops to be shot as well. He added on saying that any artist out there who would like to work with him is 100 % welcome to do so.
"I dont care who i have to work with provided that they give the world what they wanna hear. Am an artist who is serious about the music that i do so it wouldnt make sense for me to work with people that arent serious." he said
"People should know that am not dead, am alive, my music is also alive so as long as i live they will hear me speak through their stereos. This weekend track will surely be my witness and everybody will agree with me this friday as i will be dropping it" he added
For more updates on his upcoming projects click here or here



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Friday, 15 April 2016
FORGIVE AND BE FORGIVEN (Matthew 6:14-15)
14 For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.
How Do You Forgive Even When It Feels Impossible?
Forgiveness isn't something you do for the other person.
After you are wronged and the initial wave of emotion has passed, you're presented with a new challenge: Do you forgive the person? By forgiving, you let go of your grievances and judgments and allow yourself to heal. While this may sound good in theory, in practice forgiveness can sometimes feel impossible.
To learn how to forgive, you must first learn what forgiveness is not . Most of us hold at least some misconceptions about forgiveness. Here are some things that forgiving someone doesn't mean:
Forgiveness doesn't mean you are pardoning or excusing the other person's actions.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you need to tell the person that he or she is forgiven.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you shouldn't have any more feelings about the situation.
Forgiveness doesn't mean there is nothing further to work out in the relationship or that everything is okay now.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you should forget the incident ever happened.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you have to continue to include the person in your life.
... and forgiveness isn't something you do for the other person.
By forgiving, you are accepting the reality of what happened and finding a way to live in a state of resolution with it. This can be a gradual process—and it doesn't necessarily have to include the person you are forgiving. Forgiveness isn't something you do for the person who wronged you; it's something you do for you.
So if forgiveness is something you do for yourself and if it can help you heal, why is it so hard?
There are several reasons: You're filled with thoughts of retribution or
revenge; you enjoy feeling superior; you don't know how to resolve the situation; you're addicted to the adrenaline that anger provides; you self-identify as a "victim"; or you're afraid that by forgiving you have to re-connect—or lose your connection—with the other person. These reasons not to forgive can be resolved by becoming more familiar with yourself, with your thoughts and feelings, and with your boundaries and needs.
Now that you know what forgiveness is not and why it's so hard to do, ask yourself: Do I want to forgive?
Forgiveness requires feeling willing to forgive. Sometimes you won't, because the hurt went too deep, or because the person was too abusive, or expressed no regret. Do not attempt to forgive someone before you have identified, fully felt, expressed, and released your anger and pain.
If you decide you are willing to forgive, find a good place and time to be alone with your thoughts. Then, try following these four steps to forgive even when it feels impossible:
1. Think about the incident that angered you. Accept that it happened. Accept how you felt about it and how it made you react. In order to forgive, you need to acknowledge the reality of what occurred and how you were affected.
2. Acknowledge the growth you experienced as a result of what happened. What did it make you learn about yourself, or about your needs and boundaries? Not only did you survive the incident, perhaps you grew from it.
3. Now think about the other person. He or she is flawed because all human beings are flawed. He or she acted from limited beliefs and a skewed frame of reference because sometimes we all act from our limited beliefs and skewed frames of reference. When you were hurt, the other person was trying to have a need met. What do you think this need was and why did the person go about it in such a hurtful way?
4. Finally, decide whether or not you want to tell the other person that you have forgiven him or her. If you decide not to express forgiveness directly, then do it on your own. Say the words, "I forgive you," aloud and then add as much explanation as you feel is merited.
Forgiveness puts the final seal on what happened that hurt you. You will still remember what happened, but you will no longer be bound by it. Having worked through the feelings and learned what you need to do to strengthen your boundaries or get your needs met, you are better able to take care of yourself in the future. Forgiving the other person is a wonderful way to honor yourself. It affirms to the universe that you deserve to be happy.
After you are wronged and the initial wave of emotion has passed, you're presented with a new challenge: Do you forgive the person? By forgiving, you let go of your grievances and judgments and allow yourself to heal. While this may sound good in theory, in practice forgiveness can sometimes feel impossible.
To learn how to forgive, you must first learn what forgiveness is not . Most of us hold at least some misconceptions about forgiveness. Here are some things that forgiving someone doesn't mean:
Forgiveness doesn't mean you are pardoning or excusing the other person's actions.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you need to tell the person that he or she is forgiven.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you shouldn't have any more feelings about the situation.
Forgiveness doesn't mean there is nothing further to work out in the relationship or that everything is okay now.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you should forget the incident ever happened.
Forgiveness doesn't mean you have to continue to include the person in your life.
... and forgiveness isn't something you do for the other person.
By forgiving, you are accepting the reality of what happened and finding a way to live in a state of resolution with it. This can be a gradual process—and it doesn't necessarily have to include the person you are forgiving. Forgiveness isn't something you do for the person who wronged you; it's something you do for you.
So if forgiveness is something you do for yourself and if it can help you heal, why is it so hard?
There are several reasons: You're filled with thoughts of retribution or
revenge; you enjoy feeling superior; you don't know how to resolve the situation; you're addicted to the adrenaline that anger provides; you self-identify as a "victim"; or you're afraid that by forgiving you have to re-connect—or lose your connection—with the other person. These reasons not to forgive can be resolved by becoming more familiar with yourself, with your thoughts and feelings, and with your boundaries and needs.
Now that you know what forgiveness is not and why it's so hard to do, ask yourself: Do I want to forgive?
Forgiveness requires feeling willing to forgive. Sometimes you won't, because the hurt went too deep, or because the person was too abusive, or expressed no regret. Do not attempt to forgive someone before you have identified, fully felt, expressed, and released your anger and pain.
If you decide you are willing to forgive, find a good place and time to be alone with your thoughts. Then, try following these four steps to forgive even when it feels impossible:
1. Think about the incident that angered you. Accept that it happened. Accept how you felt about it and how it made you react. In order to forgive, you need to acknowledge the reality of what occurred and how you were affected.
2. Acknowledge the growth you experienced as a result of what happened. What did it make you learn about yourself, or about your needs and boundaries? Not only did you survive the incident, perhaps you grew from it.
3. Now think about the other person. He or she is flawed because all human beings are flawed. He or she acted from limited beliefs and a skewed frame of reference because sometimes we all act from our limited beliefs and skewed frames of reference. When you were hurt, the other person was trying to have a need met. What do you think this need was and why did the person go about it in such a hurtful way?
4. Finally, decide whether or not you want to tell the other person that you have forgiven him or her. If you decide not to express forgiveness directly, then do it on your own. Say the words, "I forgive you," aloud and then add as much explanation as you feel is merited.
Forgiveness puts the final seal on what happened that hurt you. You will still remember what happened, but you will no longer be bound by it. Having worked through the feelings and learned what you need to do to strengthen your boundaries or get your needs met, you are better able to take care of yourself in the future. Forgiving the other person is a wonderful way to honor yourself. It affirms to the universe that you deserve to be happy.
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Beginning with a strong desire to see Jesus since she was at the kindergarten school until she was 12 years old , the Spirit of the Lord came to her and took her spirit to meet Jesus. What she heard and saw, it is a true story indeed , nothing more or less. Please pray and ask the Holy Spirit to give you His wisdom and understanding before reading this testimony.”
LORD JESUS TOOK ME TO HEAVEN
March 17 – 07.00 PM
The first day of the Lord’s visit to LALA : During a praise and worship, my hands were lifted up by themselves, and I told my mother : “Mom, I cannot put my hands down, they are lifted up still. And I saw a lot of angels in the room, and suddenly there was a very bright light and from the light, there was Lord’s voice speaking to me. (Lord said to me that there will be a death of my closest family member, afterward the Lord spoke to me,” Go and tell your closest brother, that he has to return to Me, because I still have MERCY on him, for his life has been far away from ME. My brother had a problem with heavy burden in the family.)
March 18 – 07.00 PM On the second day, the Lord told me that I would pass the exam with good grades.
March 20 – 08.30 PM
While I and my mom were still worshiping the Lord Jesus , suddenly an angel came and took my spirit, we flew up, and then we stopped and stood on a rock. And the angel showed me several beautiful cities and , I could see : Nabire, Serui, Biak, Manokwari. The angel spoke to me,” God told you to go and stand in those cities to deliver a message from the Lord , THEY MUST REPENT because “THERE IS NO MORE TIME , JESUS IS COMING VERY VERY SOON ” and I asked the angel: “Who are you? ” and he replied ,” I am Gabriel, an Angel of God.” Then the angel sent my spirit back into my body.
March 21 – 06.00 PM
While I was on my way from Abe to Entrop, I arrived in Kotaraja and was still in a taxi when an angel came, picked me up, and we flew over the city of Jayapura , and the angel said to me: “Try to look down!” and I saw a lot of people standing, they wore black clothes , covering them from head to toe. And their eyes are black and there is a fire in their eyes. I saw them everywhere, in the hospital, at the road sides, in the middle of the street, in the market, at the front of houses, they were everywhere. I saw their hands were holding large forks , then I asked the angel, ” Who are they?” And the angel told me that they were the angels of death. When we were still flying spiritually above the city of Entrop, I saw a group of young people drinking alcohol in the street, I was very sad because the death was surrounding them.
Afterward the angel said to me , “Lala, if there is something happen to you, and you feel uncomfortable, then you can call 2 names : “the BLOOD OF JESUS” and ” IN THE NAME OF JESUS” because this name is very powerful”
The angel took me and we continued to fly up through the clouds. I saw the earth below me became smaller and smaller. We flew on and passed through the narrow and dark tunnel, I was very scared and the angel hold me, then I saw a bright light and that was Heaven, I and the angel arrived at the gate, there were two guardian angels in front of the gate , the gate was decorated with pearls and crystals and it opened itself, then that both of us walked into the garden.
There was an opened door and through it I could see a long table was neatly arranged and it looked like there will be a party (Holy Communion) soon, there was an angel who stood behind each chair, each of the angels holding a trumpet in his hands, and it looked like they were going to blow the trumpet very soon. Then I continued to walk again inside the Heaven, in the garden I saw different kinds of trees and various kinds of fruit, I saw flowers which were very beautiful, the angel Gabriel came to me, and said: ,”Your time is up and you have to go back” and I spoke to him, “I am so happy here and I do not feel like going back because here I feel so peaceful”, and suddenly there was a voice coming from the Throne of Light and Glory , the voice said to me, “Lala, you have to return now ” and the angel Gabriel escorted me back.
From up above, I was watching over a red taxi which I was riding before, it was going and passed the local government office toward Entrop terminal. And the angel sent my spirit back into my body and I woke up and said “Halleluya!” All passengers were shocked and looked at me, they asked “Sister, are you okay ..?” I was really surprised because I was leaning on the shoulder of a passenger, and she rubbed some oil on my nose because she thought that I was fainting. I stopped the taxi when I reached the destination.
Around 11 pm while I was sleeping, an angel came and took me to the Lord, we entered the gate of Heaven, and I saw a man standing and He was wearing a very long white robe. He opened His hands to me, I walked toward Him and He carried me, and I know that He was JESUS, then we both walked in Heaven. The heaven is so wonderful and full of kinds of flowers, which I have never seen here on the earth. Everything is there, my heart felt very peaceful in that place, there are shady trees, bearing fruits, and there is also a very clear flowing river.
LORD JESUS told me “Lala, would you like trying to put your feet in the water?” and I put them into the water. God spoke to me again “You may drink the water.” (When I drank it , I feel so peaceful at heart) and the Lord Jesus spoke to me again “You can immerse your head into the water, and you will be able to breath.” What the Lord Jesus said was right. There were lots of fish came around me, I said to Jesus,” I live on the earth and I cannot catch the fish , they will flee when I do so.” Lord Jesus said to me ,” The fish here can talk to you, Lala.”
Furthermore, I kept walking with Jesus and I asked Him ,”How can You watch the world with the sins that the people have been doing ,while the world is too big, how do You see those?” Jesus told me to come with Him, and He was going to show me how. Jesus and me kept walking and He showed me, there was a large glass table and I saw the world was so small. I could also see what sins people did, I was surprised and saw someone that I know, I said to Jesus, “Lord, I can see below, my mother and me were lying in bed. Then He answered, “Yes, I know, there was also an angel standing in your room.”
I and LORD JESUS walked again, I saw there was a room and there were two angels standing there. There was a big book on the table, and I asked the Lord, “God, what kind of book is this? The Lord Jesus answered , “This is The Book of Life “, I asked again, ” Can I see inside the book, the Lord Jesus answered “Yes, you can.” And the two Angels were ready to open the book page by page , on the first page I saw the names of one family that I know, I saw it again and there was my brother’s name and I said to Jesus, “God, this is my brother and LORD Jesus replied,” Yes, I know his life. Now he is here and he is praising the Lord. The angel opened the following page, I saw the name of the person which I also know again and I said to Jesus,” This is my uncle”. Lord Jesus said, “yes, he is here.” I embraced Jesus and cried. Then Jesus and I continued to walk in the garden when I saw two people came toward me, the older one is around 18 or 19 years old while the younger one is 2 years-old, the little boy ran and hugged me but I felt he went through since we both are in spirit form.
The older boy who was 18-19 years old, looked so similar with my mother , they looked like twins, then I remembered my mother has told me that I had an older brother who has passed away since I was a baby, then I knew that he was my brother. After that, both of them went back to their own rooms.
Then I saw a beautiful flower, I ask Lord Jesus, “Lord, can I pick this flower ..? I would like to give it to my mother ,for my mother loves flowers”. JESUS said ” The time has not come yet for you to get the flowers and fruits from this place, My child!” and afterwards Jesus and I were still walking , when I saw a house whose door was open, I asked the Lord Jesus whether I could get into the house, the Lord Jesus said “Yes, you can.” When I got to the front door of the house, I could not enter the house because the floor was made of gold. I said to the LORD JESUS “Wow God, … The floor is very beautiful, gold is very expensive on the earth “, and the Lord Jesus smiled and said,” This is your house, there are some houses which are similar to this one. I asked, “God, may I go into the next house?” Then the Lord Jesus said, “The houses whose doors are closed, they belongs to others.” The Lord Jesus said, “Follow Me.”
THE LORD JESUS TOOK ME TO HELL
THE LORD JESUS held me and then we both flew into a wide tunnel. Lord Jesus and me kept on going along when I could smell very horrible odor and then I felt the air was very hot. Far ahead I saw a three-legged demon, and he hold a trident and when he saw Jesus, he bowed down. Lord Jesus and me continued to move on to a place and LORD JESUS allowed me to see a very deep well with full of men being tortured by devils. The devils tormented them until their flesh came apart but they could not die.
We walked again and then I saw a table with a book on it and it was written “A dultery”. I saw people naked in a lake of fire. They saw Jesus and called “Father, Father ” but Jesus did not look at them. I still walked with Jesus, and we noticed there was a servant of God.
Then I asked Lord Jesus, ” God! Why is there a servant of God in the hell ?”. LORD JESUS said “I chose him, but he never delivered My message.” Then he saw Lord Jesus and shouted “Father, Father, please take me just for a minute out of this place, for I want to repent.” Then the Lord Jesus said to him, “It’s too late, now I’m using her as my servant.” while pointing to me.
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And we went on, then I saw a lot of people being tortured, and Jesus said to me “These people were not faithful with the Tithe.”
And I saw again there were so many young people who were dancing on the nails to the rhythm of the music. If the rhythm of the Rock Music was heard, they had to jump faster and were not allowed to stop for a moment. If they stopped, the devils came and tormented them.
Then we went back to Heaven through the wide path. After arrived in Heaven, Lord Jesus said to me, “Lala, what you have seen, you have to tell My people.” And the Lord Jesus carried me and said, “Lala, you have to surrender your life in Me, you have to be baptized on March 25. And tell My servant, Ronald, I entrust him to write your book. ”
Then the Lord Jesus looked at Gabriel, and Gabriel bowed down to worship under the feet of JESUS. Then the Lord Jesus said to Gabriel, “Bring My child back.” And Gabriel took me and we walked to the gate and I saw another angel came and he spoke to Gabriel with the language which I did not understand, but Gabriel pointed to me and he looked at the Throne of GOD and so was the angel, Michael, and the LORD JESUS looked at us, then Michael bowed down and allowed Gabriel and me to continue our journey.
On our way back, Gabriel asked me, “What did you talk about with the Father?” And I replied, “There are a lot of things JESUS spoke to me.” And I asked the angel,” What do you do in heaven?” The angel answered, “I am the guard of our LORD JESUS, whatever the Lord Jesus asks me to do, then I do it all”.
As we got closer to my house, we walked and saw a lot of angels of death standing on the left and right side of the road. When we arrived, I saw one standing in front of the fence. And at the front door of our house there was one angel of God guarding the house. The Angel of Death was very nervous as he wanted to get into the house but he could not do it because there was an angel of God guarding our house. After that, the angel of death went to the back of the house and he tried to get in but still he could not succeed because there were two angels of God guarding the back door of our house. Unsatisfactorily, the angel of death tried to get in for the second time but he was thrown, fell down and disappeared like dust in the blowing wind. Gabriel escorted me back to my bedroom and my spirit went back inside my body physically at 06.00 am. Afterward, I returned to my daily activities as a student.
THURSDAY, March 22 – 07.00 PM
When we had a service in a house of our church’s member, the angel Gabriel came to pick me up and took me to the Lord Jesus. Then the LORD JESUS showed me the city that I had to go. He asked me to deliver the message to a Catholic church in Wamena.
FRIDAY, March 23, 09.00 AM
The angel came to pick me up and took me to the Lord. LORD JESUS delivered a special message for the Church in the village “Harapan” and said, “Tell the church, do not be too late for a service. Those who are always late, will not be a part of the Kingdom of Heaven. When the service is going on, none is allowed to stay outside the church, and send a message to the mothers whose children are still babies and toddlers, that they have to sit inside the church and listen to the WORDS OF GOD. Never let the children stay in the nursing room or day care room, everybody has to participate in the service even though all seats are full, for sitting on the floor should not be a problem. Everybody has to respect MY WORDS.”
During the day at the same time after we finished “prayer and fasting”, I delivered a message of the LORD JESUS to Sunday school teachers. On the way back home from the church, the angel of God took me to the Lord Jesus and He said to me, “Thank you Lala, that you have delivered My message to the Sunday School Teachers.” And He spoke to me again “On Sunday, you will have to deliver the message to the church members. You must not only deliver the message to the church and your family, but you have to deliver the message to other religions as well: Buddhism, Muslim, Hinduism, etc. since they also should receive salvation and deliver the message as soon as possible, because I’ll take you out to other cities.” (John 14, 6)
At 7.00 pm, the angel came to take me to the Lord, and the Lord Jesus spoke to me, “Lala, faster, faster, faster , run and tell all of My people, My Time is almost up! And the LORD JESUS showed me, the time of heaven. I saw the short hand pointed to a number and the long hand was very closed to it. However, I cannot see the number on the clock. LORD JESUS said to me, “Lala, run fast and send the message to My people, MY time is almost over”. And the Lord Jesus said to me again, “Lala, no angel has ever seen the time in heaven. I allow you to see the time of heaven so that you can convey what you have seen to My people. “
At 8.30 pm, the angel came to pick me and took me back to the Lord and the Lord Jesus showed me once again the time of heaven which is very short. LORD JESUS said to me, “Tell your classmates, your teachers, your neighbours, and anyone you meet. Tell them to repent and turn to Me.”
Saturday, March 24 – 01.00 PM
I was with my mother and my aunt. We were at Wilson Sentani family’s resident. At 1.00 pm, while my aunt were praying for Wilson family, and I again laid in the room, I saw the angel came, I could see the angel came because my spirit was out of my body and sat on the bed . I called the Angel to enter the room but the angel was standing there out the room and I called him once again. The angel pointed to my aunt who was praying. I called the angel once again, and the angel said to me “I cannot enter the room, (he pointed his finger to my aunt), since the servant is talking to the Father, so that I have to wait until she finished praying or say Amen “, then the angel came to the room and took me to the Lord Jesus. After we arrived in Heaven, the Lord Jesus told me a message to deliver.
At 12.00 pm, I found my body became heavy and wanted to sleep, because an angel would come to pick me , but my mom kept telling me to get my clothes ready for tomorrow morning service. Once I fell asleep, an angel came to take me to the Lord. And the Lord Jesus started to speak to me. “Lala, tell your mom to allow you to sleep when your body is heavy , because I want to say something very important”.
Then He reproved for the second time, LORD JESUS said “Lala, why did you forget what I conveyed to you, you should remember all of My message.” I said to Jesus, “God, please forgive me and the LORD JESUS answered “I will return everything when you testify.”
Sunday, March 25 – morning time
With the mercy of the Lord JESUS, I could stand and testified to deliver the message from the Lord Jesus to the church of Barachiel. After I finished with my testimony, I got myself water baptized (to die and rise with Jesus) and after the service, we were called to attend a meeting, which was going to discuss about a Revival service. I also participated in the meeting, and I saw an angel came to pick me up, and took me to the Lord Jesus. Jesus said,”Tell My servants, to go on with the Revival service, and I will go down to intervene.”
At 4:00 pm, I was still in the pastoral house, I was taken by an angel to see the Lord. LORD JESUS showed me, a big hole which was deep and dark. I saw there were a lot of people pulled into the hole, they tried to resist, but failed and fell into the hole.
March 26 – 02.00 AM
An angel came and took me to the Lord, the Lord Jesus said “I will use you as My servant until I come back, all duties and responsibilities I gave you , is not finished yet, but I will keep using you until I come back.”
At 06.00 pm as usual, an angel picked me up and took me to the Lord, again the LORD JESUS showed me a big dark hole. JESUS spoke with me, “The hole that you see, is the place where the unfaithful people are going into for 3.5 years of great persecution (Rev 13), while for My faithful people I will move them to a place that I have prepared, away from the eyes of the snake.”
At 08.00 pm, an angel picked me and took me to the Lord, and He said to me, “Lala, do not argue with your mom, never against my 5th commandment, that you have to honor your father and your mother.”
When I heard it, I felt guilty and cried. I also saw the LORD JESUS crying and looked so sad , I saw the tears dripping from His eyes. LORD JESUS said to me “Lala do not cry, I want you to listen and obey my 5th commandment (to honor your parents) so that you may live long and you are blessed. I want to use you amazingly and wonderfully. Then JESUS said to me, ” Delete all the worldly songs from your mobile phone” (James 4,4). And He continued “You should be more quiet at your school, how can I deliver a message to you, if you do not calm yourself down.” And I replied, “Lord Jesus, I can not calm down because friends always come bothering me and ask me to play, what if I do not go to school and just stay at home?” And He answered “No, you have to go to school.”
Tuesday, March 27 – 10.30 am
While I was having my school exams, the angel took me to the Lord, and the Lord Jesus said to me “THERE IS NO MORE TIME, you have to deliver the message to My people urgently.”
At 07.00 PM, being in a Worship Service , as usual an angel picked and took me to the LORD JESUS. I saw Jesus standing in front of the gate and waiting for me, once I got there, Jesus said, “You have to go to Wamena urgently and deliver My message to My people, they have to REPENT because time is up. You need to go there to Wamena.” Lord Jesus said with His sad face , with a downcast face and cried , His tear dropped and fell on a large glass table where JESUS can see everything that people say and do. I asked the Lord, “Why do you cry ?.” He did not answer my question but His tears kept falling on the table and I wiped the tears with a white robe that I wore. When I was in the Kingdom of Heaven, I always wore a white robe that I had never put it on before.
Then the Lord Jesus spoke to me and still crying, “Lala , tell My people urgently, they have to turn to Me quickly, Time is absolutely over.”
Lord Jesus said again,”I desire none ever be lost, but I want them all sitting on My lap.”
LORD JESUS BLESS YOU
Laura Wanma (Lala) 12 years old, from Indonesia.
This testimony is translated to English from Indonesian, and the original can be viewed on You Tube
LORD JESUS TOOK ME TO HEAVEN
March 17 – 07.00 PM
The first day of the Lord’s visit to LALA : During a praise and worship, my hands were lifted up by themselves, and I told my mother : “Mom, I cannot put my hands down, they are lifted up still. And I saw a lot of angels in the room, and suddenly there was a very bright light and from the light, there was Lord’s voice speaking to me. (Lord said to me that there will be a death of my closest family member, afterward the Lord spoke to me,” Go and tell your closest brother, that he has to return to Me, because I still have MERCY on him, for his life has been far away from ME. My brother had a problem with heavy burden in the family.)
March 18 – 07.00 PM On the second day, the Lord told me that I would pass the exam with good grades.
March 20 – 08.30 PM
While I and my mom were still worshiping the Lord Jesus , suddenly an angel came and took my spirit, we flew up, and then we stopped and stood on a rock. And the angel showed me several beautiful cities and , I could see : Nabire, Serui, Biak, Manokwari. The angel spoke to me,” God told you to go and stand in those cities to deliver a message from the Lord , THEY MUST REPENT because “THERE IS NO MORE TIME , JESUS IS COMING VERY VERY SOON ” and I asked the angel: “Who are you? ” and he replied ,” I am Gabriel, an Angel of God.” Then the angel sent my spirit back into my body.
March 21 – 06.00 PM
While I was on my way from Abe to Entrop, I arrived in Kotaraja and was still in a taxi when an angel came, picked me up, and we flew over the city of Jayapura , and the angel said to me: “Try to look down!” and I saw a lot of people standing, they wore black clothes , covering them from head to toe. And their eyes are black and there is a fire in their eyes. I saw them everywhere, in the hospital, at the road sides, in the middle of the street, in the market, at the front of houses, they were everywhere. I saw their hands were holding large forks , then I asked the angel, ” Who are they?” And the angel told me that they were the angels of death. When we were still flying spiritually above the city of Entrop, I saw a group of young people drinking alcohol in the street, I was very sad because the death was surrounding them.
Afterward the angel said to me , “Lala, if there is something happen to you, and you feel uncomfortable, then you can call 2 names : “the BLOOD OF JESUS” and ” IN THE NAME OF JESUS” because this name is very powerful”
The angel took me and we continued to fly up through the clouds. I saw the earth below me became smaller and smaller. We flew on and passed through the narrow and dark tunnel, I was very scared and the angel hold me, then I saw a bright light and that was Heaven, I and the angel arrived at the gate, there were two guardian angels in front of the gate , the gate was decorated with pearls and crystals and it opened itself, then that both of us walked into the garden.
There was an opened door and through it I could see a long table was neatly arranged and it looked like there will be a party (Holy Communion) soon, there was an angel who stood behind each chair, each of the angels holding a trumpet in his hands, and it looked like they were going to blow the trumpet very soon. Then I continued to walk again inside the Heaven, in the garden I saw different kinds of trees and various kinds of fruit, I saw flowers which were very beautiful, the angel Gabriel came to me, and said: ,”Your time is up and you have to go back” and I spoke to him, “I am so happy here and I do not feel like going back because here I feel so peaceful”, and suddenly there was a voice coming from the Throne of Light and Glory , the voice said to me, “Lala, you have to return now ” and the angel Gabriel escorted me back.
From up above, I was watching over a red taxi which I was riding before, it was going and passed the local government office toward Entrop terminal. And the angel sent my spirit back into my body and I woke up and said “Halleluya!” All passengers were shocked and looked at me, they asked “Sister, are you okay ..?” I was really surprised because I was leaning on the shoulder of a passenger, and she rubbed some oil on my nose because she thought that I was fainting. I stopped the taxi when I reached the destination.
Around 11 pm while I was sleeping, an angel came and took me to the Lord, we entered the gate of Heaven, and I saw a man standing and He was wearing a very long white robe. He opened His hands to me, I walked toward Him and He carried me, and I know that He was JESUS, then we both walked in Heaven. The heaven is so wonderful and full of kinds of flowers, which I have never seen here on the earth. Everything is there, my heart felt very peaceful in that place, there are shady trees, bearing fruits, and there is also a very clear flowing river.
LORD JESUS told me “Lala, would you like trying to put your feet in the water?” and I put them into the water. God spoke to me again “You may drink the water.” (When I drank it , I feel so peaceful at heart) and the Lord Jesus spoke to me again “You can immerse your head into the water, and you will be able to breath.” What the Lord Jesus said was right. There were lots of fish came around me, I said to Jesus,” I live on the earth and I cannot catch the fish , they will flee when I do so.” Lord Jesus said to me ,” The fish here can talk to you, Lala.”
Furthermore, I kept walking with Jesus and I asked Him ,”How can You watch the world with the sins that the people have been doing ,while the world is too big, how do You see those?” Jesus told me to come with Him, and He was going to show me how. Jesus and me kept walking and He showed me, there was a large glass table and I saw the world was so small. I could also see what sins people did, I was surprised and saw someone that I know, I said to Jesus, “Lord, I can see below, my mother and me were lying in bed. Then He answered, “Yes, I know, there was also an angel standing in your room.”
I and LORD JESUS walked again, I saw there was a room and there were two angels standing there. There was a big book on the table, and I asked the Lord, “God, what kind of book is this? The Lord Jesus answered , “This is The Book of Life “, I asked again, ” Can I see inside the book, the Lord Jesus answered “Yes, you can.” And the two Angels were ready to open the book page by page , on the first page I saw the names of one family that I know, I saw it again and there was my brother’s name and I said to Jesus, “God, this is my brother and LORD Jesus replied,” Yes, I know his life. Now he is here and he is praising the Lord. The angel opened the following page, I saw the name of the person which I also know again and I said to Jesus,” This is my uncle”. Lord Jesus said, “yes, he is here.” I embraced Jesus and cried. Then Jesus and I continued to walk in the garden when I saw two people came toward me, the older one is around 18 or 19 years old while the younger one is 2 years-old, the little boy ran and hugged me but I felt he went through since we both are in spirit form.
The older boy who was 18-19 years old, looked so similar with my mother , they looked like twins, then I remembered my mother has told me that I had an older brother who has passed away since I was a baby, then I knew that he was my brother. After that, both of them went back to their own rooms.
Then I saw a beautiful flower, I ask Lord Jesus, “Lord, can I pick this flower ..? I would like to give it to my mother ,for my mother loves flowers”. JESUS said ” The time has not come yet for you to get the flowers and fruits from this place, My child!” and afterwards Jesus and I were still walking , when I saw a house whose door was open, I asked the Lord Jesus whether I could get into the house, the Lord Jesus said “Yes, you can.” When I got to the front door of the house, I could not enter the house because the floor was made of gold. I said to the LORD JESUS “Wow God, … The floor is very beautiful, gold is very expensive on the earth “, and the Lord Jesus smiled and said,” This is your house, there are some houses which are similar to this one. I asked, “God, may I go into the next house?” Then the Lord Jesus said, “The houses whose doors are closed, they belongs to others.” The Lord Jesus said, “Follow Me.”
THE LORD JESUS TOOK ME TO HELL
THE LORD JESUS held me and then we both flew into a wide tunnel. Lord Jesus and me kept on going along when I could smell very horrible odor and then I felt the air was very hot. Far ahead I saw a three-legged demon, and he hold a trident and when he saw Jesus, he bowed down. Lord Jesus and me continued to move on to a place and LORD JESUS allowed me to see a very deep well with full of men being tortured by devils. The devils tormented them until their flesh came apart but they could not die.
We walked again and then I saw a table with a book on it and it was written “A dultery”. I saw people naked in a lake of fire. They saw Jesus and called “Father, Father ” but Jesus did not look at them. I still walked with Jesus, and we noticed there was a servant of God.
Then I asked Lord Jesus, ” God! Why is there a servant of God in the hell ?”. LORD JESUS said “I chose him, but he never delivered My message.” Then he saw Lord Jesus and shouted “Father, Father, please take me just for a minute out of this place, for I want to repent.” Then the Lord Jesus said to him, “It’s too late, now I’m using her as my servant.” while pointing to me.
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And we went on, then I saw a lot of people being tortured, and Jesus said to me “These people were not faithful with the Tithe.”
And I saw again there were so many young people who were dancing on the nails to the rhythm of the music. If the rhythm of the Rock Music was heard, they had to jump faster and were not allowed to stop for a moment. If they stopped, the devils came and tormented them.
Then we went back to Heaven through the wide path. After arrived in Heaven, Lord Jesus said to me, “Lala, what you have seen, you have to tell My people.” And the Lord Jesus carried me and said, “Lala, you have to surrender your life in Me, you have to be baptized on March 25. And tell My servant, Ronald, I entrust him to write your book. ”
Then the Lord Jesus looked at Gabriel, and Gabriel bowed down to worship under the feet of JESUS. Then the Lord Jesus said to Gabriel, “Bring My child back.” And Gabriel took me and we walked to the gate and I saw another angel came and he spoke to Gabriel with the language which I did not understand, but Gabriel pointed to me and he looked at the Throne of GOD and so was the angel, Michael, and the LORD JESUS looked at us, then Michael bowed down and allowed Gabriel and me to continue our journey.
On our way back, Gabriel asked me, “What did you talk about with the Father?” And I replied, “There are a lot of things JESUS spoke to me.” And I asked the angel,” What do you do in heaven?” The angel answered, “I am the guard of our LORD JESUS, whatever the Lord Jesus asks me to do, then I do it all”.
As we got closer to my house, we walked and saw a lot of angels of death standing on the left and right side of the road. When we arrived, I saw one standing in front of the fence. And at the front door of our house there was one angel of God guarding the house. The Angel of Death was very nervous as he wanted to get into the house but he could not do it because there was an angel of God guarding our house. After that, the angel of death went to the back of the house and he tried to get in but still he could not succeed because there were two angels of God guarding the back door of our house. Unsatisfactorily, the angel of death tried to get in for the second time but he was thrown, fell down and disappeared like dust in the blowing wind. Gabriel escorted me back to my bedroom and my spirit went back inside my body physically at 06.00 am. Afterward, I returned to my daily activities as a student.
THURSDAY, March 22 – 07.00 PM
When we had a service in a house of our church’s member, the angel Gabriel came to pick me up and took me to the Lord Jesus. Then the LORD JESUS showed me the city that I had to go. He asked me to deliver the message to a Catholic church in Wamena.
FRIDAY, March 23, 09.00 AM
The angel came to pick me up and took me to the Lord. LORD JESUS delivered a special message for the Church in the village “Harapan” and said, “Tell the church, do not be too late for a service. Those who are always late, will not be a part of the Kingdom of Heaven. When the service is going on, none is allowed to stay outside the church, and send a message to the mothers whose children are still babies and toddlers, that they have to sit inside the church and listen to the WORDS OF GOD. Never let the children stay in the nursing room or day care room, everybody has to participate in the service even though all seats are full, for sitting on the floor should not be a problem. Everybody has to respect MY WORDS.”
During the day at the same time after we finished “prayer and fasting”, I delivered a message of the LORD JESUS to Sunday school teachers. On the way back home from the church, the angel of God took me to the Lord Jesus and He said to me, “Thank you Lala, that you have delivered My message to the Sunday School Teachers.” And He spoke to me again “On Sunday, you will have to deliver the message to the church members. You must not only deliver the message to the church and your family, but you have to deliver the message to other religions as well: Buddhism, Muslim, Hinduism, etc. since they also should receive salvation and deliver the message as soon as possible, because I’ll take you out to other cities.” (John 14, 6)
At 7.00 pm, the angel came to take me to the Lord, and the Lord Jesus spoke to me, “Lala, faster, faster, faster , run and tell all of My people, My Time is almost up! And the LORD JESUS showed me, the time of heaven. I saw the short hand pointed to a number and the long hand was very closed to it. However, I cannot see the number on the clock. LORD JESUS said to me, “Lala, run fast and send the message to My people, MY time is almost over”. And the Lord Jesus said to me again, “Lala, no angel has ever seen the time in heaven. I allow you to see the time of heaven so that you can convey what you have seen to My people. “
At 8.30 pm, the angel came to pick me and took me back to the Lord and the Lord Jesus showed me once again the time of heaven which is very short. LORD JESUS said to me, “Tell your classmates, your teachers, your neighbours, and anyone you meet. Tell them to repent and turn to Me.”
Saturday, March 24 – 01.00 PM
I was with my mother and my aunt. We were at Wilson Sentani family’s resident. At 1.00 pm, while my aunt were praying for Wilson family, and I again laid in the room, I saw the angel came, I could see the angel came because my spirit was out of my body and sat on the bed . I called the Angel to enter the room but the angel was standing there out the room and I called him once again. The angel pointed to my aunt who was praying. I called the angel once again, and the angel said to me “I cannot enter the room, (he pointed his finger to my aunt), since the servant is talking to the Father, so that I have to wait until she finished praying or say Amen “, then the angel came to the room and took me to the Lord Jesus. After we arrived in Heaven, the Lord Jesus told me a message to deliver.
At 12.00 pm, I found my body became heavy and wanted to sleep, because an angel would come to pick me , but my mom kept telling me to get my clothes ready for tomorrow morning service. Once I fell asleep, an angel came to take me to the Lord. And the Lord Jesus started to speak to me. “Lala, tell your mom to allow you to sleep when your body is heavy , because I want to say something very important”.
Then He reproved for the second time, LORD JESUS said “Lala, why did you forget what I conveyed to you, you should remember all of My message.” I said to Jesus, “God, please forgive me and the LORD JESUS answered “I will return everything when you testify.”
Sunday, March 25 – morning time
With the mercy of the Lord JESUS, I could stand and testified to deliver the message from the Lord Jesus to the church of Barachiel. After I finished with my testimony, I got myself water baptized (to die and rise with Jesus) and after the service, we were called to attend a meeting, which was going to discuss about a Revival service. I also participated in the meeting, and I saw an angel came to pick me up, and took me to the Lord Jesus. Jesus said,”Tell My servants, to go on with the Revival service, and I will go down to intervene.”
At 4:00 pm, I was still in the pastoral house, I was taken by an angel to see the Lord. LORD JESUS showed me, a big hole which was deep and dark. I saw there were a lot of people pulled into the hole, they tried to resist, but failed and fell into the hole.
March 26 – 02.00 AM
An angel came and took me to the Lord, the Lord Jesus said “I will use you as My servant until I come back, all duties and responsibilities I gave you , is not finished yet, but I will keep using you until I come back.”
At 06.00 pm as usual, an angel picked me up and took me to the Lord, again the LORD JESUS showed me a big dark hole. JESUS spoke with me, “The hole that you see, is the place where the unfaithful people are going into for 3.5 years of great persecution (Rev 13), while for My faithful people I will move them to a place that I have prepared, away from the eyes of the snake.”
At 08.00 pm, an angel picked me and took me to the Lord, and He said to me, “Lala, do not argue with your mom, never against my 5th commandment, that you have to honor your father and your mother.”
When I heard it, I felt guilty and cried. I also saw the LORD JESUS crying and looked so sad , I saw the tears dripping from His eyes. LORD JESUS said to me “Lala do not cry, I want you to listen and obey my 5th commandment (to honor your parents) so that you may live long and you are blessed. I want to use you amazingly and wonderfully. Then JESUS said to me, ” Delete all the worldly songs from your mobile phone” (James 4,4). And He continued “You should be more quiet at your school, how can I deliver a message to you, if you do not calm yourself down.” And I replied, “Lord Jesus, I can not calm down because friends always come bothering me and ask me to play, what if I do not go to school and just stay at home?” And He answered “No, you have to go to school.”
Tuesday, March 27 – 10.30 am
While I was having my school exams, the angel took me to the Lord, and the Lord Jesus said to me “THERE IS NO MORE TIME, you have to deliver the message to My people urgently.”
At 07.00 PM, being in a Worship Service , as usual an angel picked and took me to the LORD JESUS. I saw Jesus standing in front of the gate and waiting for me, once I got there, Jesus said, “You have to go to Wamena urgently and deliver My message to My people, they have to REPENT because time is up. You need to go there to Wamena.” Lord Jesus said with His sad face , with a downcast face and cried , His tear dropped and fell on a large glass table where JESUS can see everything that people say and do. I asked the Lord, “Why do you cry ?.” He did not answer my question but His tears kept falling on the table and I wiped the tears with a white robe that I wore. When I was in the Kingdom of Heaven, I always wore a white robe that I had never put it on before.
Then the Lord Jesus spoke to me and still crying, “Lala , tell My people urgently, they have to turn to Me quickly, Time is absolutely over.”
Lord Jesus said again,”I desire none ever be lost, but I want them all sitting on My lap.”
LORD JESUS BLESS YOU
Laura Wanma (Lala) 12 years old, from Indonesia.
This testimony is translated to English from Indonesian, and the original can be viewed on You Tube
Sunday, 3 April 2016
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